Yayy!

Guess what! It's a good day blog!
I know that I usually describe myself as a pessimistic person, but I'm really not.
So today(Well, now yesterday, I just finished it after a night's sleep) I went to the Renaissance festival. and it was awesome. As soon as we, my sister and I, got there, we went to the jousting show. as usual, it was awesome. Then we went to the Pirates show. All together, that is always my favourite, because it brings slight adult humor into most of what they say with out being overly obvious about it. Like one time Jiff said"Think of your happy place" and he did. so then Jiff said"not that happy" and Capt.Red pulled down his shirt. Well, the show has three sword fights, and they add in humor to that too. We also saw the castle. If you don't know what it looks like, go watch Taylor Swift's Love Story video and that's what it looks like. I also have some pictures that I might upload later to facebook, to which you can see if you are my Friend.
As soon as we got back from seeing the castle, we went back to the festivities, to which the skies decided they wanted to rain. We bought flowers and ran out. My car was crazy awesome in the mud. Like when we first got there, the car's windows were all fogged up, so it was really hard to see. We waited forever in line to get out of there, because as soon as we got in the car everyone decided that they were going to leave too. I got "stuck" in the mud 3 times, and slipped around a couple of times. Bad thing was, that I couldn't really see the people, so I hope that I didn't run over any of them.
I hope this wasn't too depressing to read. I also got a Claddagh Ring (Yay!) and a flower for me and Franzi (my German Host). Woo!
Best wishes till next time!
<3 -S4L

Great day.

So it feels like I haven't blogged in a while, which is weird because before this, I never blogged.
Today has been a great day. My final grade in AP Euro is a 71, which means I passed all of my semesters, and she told us that the seniors made A's on their exams this morning, which means that the exams are easy. I only really need help in chem and Algebra 2. Chem I understand great, for the most part. I am only "failing" because I haven't turned in 2 labs, one I have 1 more problem on and 1 I have just given up on. I don't understand Algebra 2 at all, so if you want to help me, DM me on Twitter
Not only that, I had semi-great hair today, My English Utopia Project/Play went GREAT(we got a 93), and I was able to watch Dr. Horrible today.
I also found out that for the first time EVER, I might not be able to go camping this Memorial Day Weekend, because of all the rain and that the person that usually saves a spot on the campsite for us, is having surgery this year, and can't hold it for us. This. Is. Not. Good. This camping trip is always a stress reliever for me, because I don't have to care what people thinkn of me for a weekend, and I don't have to stress out for a weekend. But this also has good side effects. My mom might just let us drive somewhere else to kind of take a tour of a campus or something.
I also went on Broadway today, to do some touristy stuff. See, when I go to Germany, I have to bring a Stereotypically Nashville Item, so Ibought about 20-50$ worth of stuff for her. It was fun. I went into BB Kings, A Nashville Tourist shop and Hard Rock Cafe. Woo!

Going to Tenn. Ren. Fest. this weekend. SOO EXCITED.
15 days till I leave for Germany
8 days till school officially ends for this year.
5 days till exams :(

Best Wishes till next time guys!
DFTBA
S4L

Fat People like Cute things too!

So as most of you know, I feel really insecure of my body, I would even call myself fat. Well, my mom dragged me to go shopping today, and well I was pretty excited, until I got there. JCPennys has some really cute Bathing suits(anybody know why they are called that? it's not like you bathe in them). Problem was, that there were none for my size of a woman(My size of a woman would be: slightly pudgy around the waist, no hips, and HUGE boobs. :P). This really upset me.
And there has always been a problem like this. Some places with really nice clothes just don't carry larger sizes and i's really not fair. Target for one thing had their Junior sizes running two sizes too small. Guess what that meant? I have to but out of the women's department this year if I went to shop there, Which frankly, you cant find a lot that is cute for younger girls.
I just wanted to rant. woo! Thanks for reading!

5.10.09 Bad Day

As most of you know, I have had a lot of work to do and school lately and it's keeping me from doing anything online anymore. Well, what you don't know is how my parents treat me to get all the work done. *cue crying*
Today my dad started getting mad at me for something beyond my control, sending a file via skype to a person who had accidentally logged of. As any computer nerd knows, modern email accounts prohibit you form sending any file over 25 MB and I really don't trust sendspace (I've had things lost on there before).He said things to me like, "You aren't as smart as you think you are" and "Why don't you just go to McGavock" and "Why don't you ever care for anyone but yourself." This really pushed me over the edge because, as you know, I try to always put other people before me. And he has said things like how dissapointed he is in me before. He pushed me so far today, so that I said "Whadda you want me to do, Kill myself? Because I know that would make you happy" and you know what he did? WALKED OFF.
Just a few short hours later he started yelling at me again because youtube wouldn't upload that same file, because of our sporatic internet.
Thats the end of the first thing that made me feel really bad. That and a combined effort of Evanecsence playing in the background hit off a double blow.
Secound thing. My sister ACCIDENTALLY closed the door on my dog's tail. He is at the animal hospital right now. Bad thing is that 1) I hate seeing animals get hurt and 2) I have a really weak stomach. My dog was bleeding and we think his tail is broken. After he got hurt, he went into my room for shelter. His blood got all over my floor and my futon, which now prevents me from looking around my room.
Please don't feel bad for me, I hate that. I would rater you be spending your time having fun with your friends than caring about me. And I have had some good parts to today, so it hasn't been all ruddy, just most of it has.

*Footnote: McGavock High School: currently the school with the worst reputation in Nashville. Because of grades and fights. and its a local school, which means I won't get to go to a college.